After another week of chores, all of the girls had improved! So… they got to watch a movie, Free Willy. As we were all sitting there watching, I almost forgot where I was. Then it hit me… I’m in KENYA, watching a movie with 12 wonderfully, beautiful orphans. WOW! I choked back the tears that are coming so freely now. It seems I finally realized how crazy life is, a paradox, I suppose. I have more than my share of a loving, caring family, and these girls still questions whether or not they belong anywhere. I’ve questioned this week if my expectations of love are unfounded scripturally. Is it wrong to expect them to hug, kiss, and actively love on the girls? I have decided the answer is no! In John’s writings alone, the love of Christ is emphasized continuously. And time and time again, the Father’s love is expressed in actions of love. It’s not cultural, it’s Christian. Oh, if only I knew how to teach that or express that without offending. I pray, Lord, that you offer wisdom in breaking the mold, that I may be empowered by your strength against resistance, and above all, that your love for me may overflow in abundant measures into the lives of those around me.
The sweetest moment came at the end of the movie, when I turned the lights on and found tears on Jane’s cheek. Her sweet, tender heart! Thank you Lord for glimpses of you in these children!
The View: Mount Kenya
2 comments:
Hey Meg! You brought tears to my eyes with this post. I see now that these girls needed a strong and loving presence in their lives--and they got it with you. I know that you are also learning and growing in the process. How I can see that I need to step back from the hectic daily grind to see what truly matters. Thanks for the reminder. Love You Kim, Tristan and Elijah
My Sweet Meggie!! You continue to amaze me. I am so proud of you and I can only imagine (cue the music) how much our Father is overflowing with love for you!! I love you more than words can say. Take care and Be joyful.
All my heart -
Pam
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